I’ll never forget holding his cock that night because he was as hard as a man can get. He then wrapped my fingers around the girth of his manhood. He stood up and grabbed my hand placing his penis across my palm. He finally gave up on me and decided he would just get off himself. He kept frantically sucking my cock and alternately jerking me off, but to no avail. I was curious and too drunk to protest, but I also couldn’t maintain an erection. I was only 18 and still a virgin when a 24 year old guy got me drunk and tried to have his way with me. I remembered my one and only gay encounter. I had recently turned 40 when I began to examine my gay fantasies. And while my sex life started with a guy so many years before, it was a bad start.
As my mind got over the fears I had about these new sexual desires, I realized that I had always been turned on most when I saw a hard cock.
I was surprised to find that imagining that I was having sex with another guy resulted in my most intense masturbation orgasms. It wasn’t until I turned 40 that I started to experiment with gay fantasies.
